bahagia

saya bahagia hari ni..

terima kasih sayang kerana memberikan kebahagiaan yang tak terhingga pada hari ini. walaupun kita jauh, tapi saya rasa bahagia sangat.

semalam, saya kira, saya dah bagai tak bernyawa.. doa saya padaNya agar saya dapat semula cinta saya, dapat semula hati awak.. saya merayu, saya bernazar.. Alhamdullilah. betapa besar nikmat Allah.

walau hari ini saya telah tunaikan nazar saya, walau penat sangat pulang dari kerja, tapi demi dapat berhubung dengan awak, hilang segala penat, mengantuk saya. awaklah buah hati saya, yang saya mahu disisi saya, didunia dan diakhirat..

antara kita, doa penyambung kasih sayang ini, terima kasih Ya Allah kerana membantu kami. cinta kita pada Allah yang satu, Tuhan yang Maha berkuasa keatas sesuatu yang dikehendakinya, yang Maha Pengasih dan Maha Penyayang.. yang mendengar segala rintihan hambaNya.. Ya Allah.. hanya padamu tempat ku mengadu. Hidupkan kami dalam keimanan, dan matikanlah kami dalam keadaan yang beriman. Amin, Ya Rabbal Alamin.

terima kasih Ya Allah...
dan juga terima kasih sayang kita
hari ini saya benar2 bahagia.

Singkat

Buat yang tersayang..

Sayang duduk dibelakang kita saat ini. main2 telefon.. tak tau apa yang difikirkan difikiran.entahkan masih ada tentang kita atau pun tidak atau saja mahu duduk jauh dari kita untuk memberi kita sedikit ruang semasa berada dihadapan computer.

sayang kita..
kita terlalu sayang pada sayang kita ni.. sekejab membaca blog dan juga cerita tentang siti,tapi kita rasa macam tak patut saya buat semua ini. membuang masa yang amat berharga semasa sayang kita ada disisi..

sayang kita,
jom kita tidur bersama.. saya nak peluk sayang kita ni erat2.. tak nak lepas lagi.. kita sayang sangat dengan sayang kita.. memang sayang.. tak perlu ragu lagi sebab memang segalanya kita dah serahkan pada sayang kita nan sorang ni..

sayang kita..
terima kasih kerana menjadikan saya seorang manusia yang penuh dengan kasih sayang. dan kasih sayang ini, hanya untuk sayang kita yang kita teramat sayang..

sayang sangat sangat!!!
muah..
------------------------
Balasan buat tersayang,

Awak adalah segalanya buat saya. Keahadiran yang singkat begini sudah cukup untuk mengukir senyum di hati ini. Awak tahu yang sesungguhnya sayang yang ada pada saya hanya untuk awak seorang. Segala apa yang berlaku dan saya lakukan hanya berkisar tentang sayang.

Saya mungkin duduk di belakang sana, tapi fikiran saya tetap tertumpu pada sayang. Apa saja yang menghiburkan sayang pada pc tu, juga menjadi hiburan buat saya.

Sayang,
Awak pun tak perlu ragu tentang cinta saya ini, kerana tak ada yang lain... dalam hati ini,..hanya awak seorang.

Will always love you sayang..

Jom tido!!

---------------------
sayang kita..

tak tahu cam ne nak di ucap kan dari hati ini yang sayang kita ini adalah segala2nya buat diri ini.. jom kita tidur.. bersama, selamanya..

Silence Word

No words are necessary
between two loving hearts..
as we can just tell each other a thousand things
without talking. .

hope you know,
what's in my heart right now?

Moments Together. . .

The special cafe latte was great.
The scenery was even better.
The pizza was a bit of a let down.
..but all the most important would be the time spent with that someone very dear to me.

I wish it would last forever.

* * *
Please give me some time to settle things behind me.
In all honesty, i would like to be with you, and only you alone..
as soon as possible.

One thing you should know, is that. .
My heart is already belongs to you.

* * *
God knows what is in my heart.
It is almost always aching and crying.

But, i will always wait for you.
I will always love you. . .

* * *
You have been patient for so long. . and i want you to know that.
You have even make things which makes me grow fonder of you each and every day. .

Let us pray together so that the DAY will finally be here, when we both can be together as ONE.

* * *

Terima Kasih Sayang

I knew it from the very beginning that you are full of surprises.

Sayang,
Thank you for your time, your patience, your tender loving care.

Thank you for being there when i need you the most.
And most of all, thank you for just being yourself.

Love you Always...

More Than Words

Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

More than words

Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know

What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you

credit-extreme

kita

i can't live w'out..

hadiah.. anakku yg tersayang
awak.. suamiku yg amat dicintai dan dikasihi

jangan tinggalkan saya
jangan pernah lupakan saya..

kalau itu ketentuanNya.. saya redha. tapi, saya takut sangat kehilangan kalian berdua. takut sangat2. dlm doa ini, dan linangan airmata ini, dgn masa yg amat singkat, saya tau, keputusan itu ditgn saya. yg buruk semua dari saya, dan baik semuanya dari Allah S.W.T. maafkan segala khilaf saya, ampunilah saya kalau saya bukan yang terbaik. simpan hati 'kita' baik-baik.

sayang saya, kasih saya.. hanya untuk awak.

Da Vinci Express

There are days when we just love to cuddle at home, and there are days when we just love to share our love in public.This is just one of those days.

We started off rather late in the evening. We went to get ourself fitted for a same colour suit dress jacket. We had our lunch and we also had a moment of silence when an argument erupted. Nonetheless, it did not last long. We just dont have time to ponder on pointless arguments and starts hugging and kissing each other.
We then stop for dinner at the 'Thai Express' for the fabulous Phaad Thai. Mummy Hadiah had a "Prawn Phaad Thai" whilst daddy had a 'chicken version' instead. Yummy!!
It was a movie day out afterall and we decided to watch 'the Da Vinci Code'. It was a cleverly edited movie with precise script and storyline. 4 out 5 stars!

The day was over so fast that the time spent together felt so little.

I wish i had more time to spend with you my love. I wish that you are here with me, now. . .

Antara Lengkuas & Sengkuang

Some info for Daddy before you went out for shopping at the supermarket later..

 
This is Halia, it's called Ginger in english.


This is Kunyit, known as Tumeric in english.


and finally, this is Lengkuas, known as Galangal

Daddy don't confuse between lengkuas and sengkuang as it is totally a different species altogether...


This is sengkuang, also known as mexican turnip or potato bean.


Okay daddy..Enjoy shopping!!..hehe..
Love you Always..Hadiah. 

Buat Tersayang...

Sunyi, sepi
mungkin ada baiknya..
mungkin ada hikmahnya..
Tuhan maha mengetahui..

Namun Sayang ini...
tak pernah luntur walau sehari..
tak pernah luput walau sesaat..

sesungguhnya rindu ini masih mekar
kiranya itulah TakdirNya..
Kau ku tunggu

cerita mummy and daddy

hadiah nak dgr cerita tak?

daddy ni, terlalu busy kerja, then dia tak siram pokok 2 minggu lamanya..
kesian pokok tu..

mati dah. terlentok tiga dahan kebawah. baru dia tersedar dan siram air banyak banyak. waktu mummy lihat daddy sibuk kerja, dan mummy juga sibuk dgn pc, daddy pasang lagu dan sibuk kerja dan nyanyi.. bising betul.

dah mummy baling bantal.. blanket, kotak tisu, suruh dia diam coz mummy tak concentrate nak buat kerja.. tapi dia tak perasan jugak hiks.. tapi mummy suka gak dgr daddy nyanyi sebab dia nyanyi penuh perasaan, huh.. kalah siti nurhaliza!

then, daddy kata ngantuk.. dia pun tidur lah kononnya.. sambil berdengkur. bila mummy pandang dia.. dia senyum.. acah je katanya.. then bangun balik buat kerja. kesian jugak dia, ngantuk pun kena buat kerja yang tak habis habis tu..

so sekarang, mummy dan daddy dua dua ngadap pc, tak berenti-renti. nanti bila tidur.. dua dua tidur tak bangun bangun. cam tu lah kehidupan ini..

hadiah sihat tak? mummy dan daddy harap hadiah happy disana.

we both love you so much sayang.. looking fwd to see you soon.

Joget Cinta Pertama

"Mulanya dia buat hal juga."
"Hal macam mana?"
"Dia terus buka seluar..huh, buruk betul. Nampak macam katak.."
"Ah, tak senonoh."
Haslinda mencubit lenganku dan sekali gus memaksa aku mengaduh kecil.
"cakaplah betul-betul Matt..dia buat apa?".
"Okey." Aku meneguk liur.

Sedutan "Joget Cinta Pertama" - Matt Romeo (credit Creative Enterprise)


Daddy..daddy cuba la baca novel yang mummy baca ni...best tau!....

?

buat hadiah anakku,
ohh.. sayang anak mummy yang comel ni,
lama mummy tunggu untuk kita dapat bersama
entahkan cepat hari itu entahkan tidak
hanya DIA yang tahu
kita hanya mampu merancang
agar segalanya menjadi yang terbaik dan..
hanya doa senjata kita sayang..

kepada anakku sayang,
ingat pada mummy dan daddy selalu
tentu kita akan bersama nanti
akan mummy doakan setiap hari

bersama denganmu anakku,
esok.. adakah hanya sebuah impian?
rindu dihati tidak terkira
semoga DIA mengabulkan harapan kita sayang
antara sedar atau tidak
terlalu banyak halangan yang dilalui
untuk sebuah harapan, tercapaikah..
???

Costa Sketch

Hai Hadiah Sayang. . .

Just thot of sharing with you a sketch done by mummy when we were at the Costa Cafe.
She really got the talent don't you think so?
By the way, that's daddy with the goatie. . .

We really miss you so much!!

Will never fade

"love has the power to teach us things that the most complete and expensive education could not teach us in a million years."

. . .thank you for being there
. . .for in the silence, my love for you will never fade. . .
. . .loving you always, and forever. .

dugaan atau keikhlasan..

manusia, memang berpegang pada janji.
tapi
manusia juga suka balas perbuatan sesama sendiri..

kalau mereka dapat kaca akan dibalas dgn kaca
kalau diberi intan.. akan balas balik dgn intan..

hadiah..
memang benar, mummy sayang pada daddy
rindu? rindu sekali.

cuma, hati ini kecil.. kecil hati
kalau keikhlasan tak ada dihati
buat apa kita bersama?

macam semalam, dah merajuk tapi rindu..
mummy call daddy buka webcam
rindu sangat nak tengok wajahnya..
haha..
apa yang mummy dapat?
kerana webcam mummy kabur
daddy punya webcam pun sama kabur..
selalunya tak..

hanya kerana itu,
entahlah.. tak nak tulis lagi apa yang tersirat dihati ini.

biar lah.. berdiam diri.
mungkin itu lebih baik.

Dugaan Tuhan

Mummy (3:33:42 AM): saya janji tak degil lagi
Mummy (3:33:50 AM): saya janji tak masam muka lagi
Mummy (3:33:55 AM): tak gaduh gaduh
Mummy (3:33:59 AM): cari gaduh
Mummy (3:34:15 AM): saya janji bangun pagi masakkan awak b'fast
Mummy (3:34:25 AM): dan tak malas.. buat kerja rumah
Daddy (3:34:29 AM) : awak akan jadi yang terbaik. . .
Daddy (3:34:34 AM) : saya yakin. . .penuh yakin
Mummy (3:34:47 AM): saya janji masakkan awak lunch dinner tanpa belacan
Daddy (3:34:50 AM) : sebab tu saya ingin, dan tekad untuk bersama, memiliki awak, sampai akhir hayat kita berdua..
Mummy (3:34:56 AM): saya janji lahirkan anak2 awak
Mummy (3:35:22 AM): dan jadikan mereka seorang yang beriman, berpengetahuan dan penyayang macam awak
Mummy (3:35:38 AM): saya janji tak minta awak urut saya
Mummy (3:35:51 AM): dan tak ganggu awak bila awak letih nak tido
Mummy (3:36:05 AM): saya janji..
Daddy (3:36:05 AM): sayang. . .you know I love you. . .
Mummy (3:36:08 AM): saya janji

Mummy Sayang,. . .
Mummy tak perlu minta maaf pada Hadiah.
Mummy tak salah. . .

Sebentar tadi, Daddy tunjukkan nota di atas pada Hadiah.
Daddy said. . “tengok ni . . Begitu kuat dugaan Tuhan pada daddy. . .Dia tahu daddy tak kuat, daddy lemah. . .tapi Dia masih menguji. . .”
Apa pun yang Dia lakukan, hanya Dia sahaja yang Maha Mengetahui.
God works in a mysterious way.

Together Again

Lately, there has been so many events that took place.
All in all it just makes things more complex than it seems.

Mummy's been in a lot of pressure.
To much so that i salute her perserverence.
I hope mummy can stand all these.
Daddy must never give up k?
Your prayer and hope must never die.

God will listen to how serious your intention and HE promised that HE will give to those who seek.

Life is too short to ponder on matters that is insignificant.
Mom and Dad, Look ahead. . .The time will come, insya'Allah, when both of you can be together again as one lovely couple.
My prayer will always be with the both of you.

 

Tak nak Stress

Hadiah turut bersedih.Tak tahu kenapa.
Hadiah tahu mummy tengah bersedih.
Daddy konfius yer?..Daddy janganlah hairan-hairan.
This is natural . . .Insya'Allah, sedikit masa lagi, mummy akan okay.

Daddy kena banyak bersabar dan berdoa.
Mummy kena banyak berdoa dan mengadu pada Ilahi.
Sama-sama cari mana salah silapnya.
Biar Tuhan beri petunjuk.

Tuhan tak kejam.
Tuhan masih sayangkan mummy.
Hadiah juga sayangkan mummy.
Begitu juga daddy..dia sayangkan mummy.

Kita perbaiki kelemahan kita bersama k?...
I love you mummy.

so far, yet so near

Mummy is as always away...
But today she's here, close to me.
I know it will mean that she'll be away from daddy for quite some time.
There's nothing much that i can do really.

Mummy have a dream. A big dream.
Mummy have a goal and i will always pray for her success.

Daddy, . . .don't be sad okay? She'll be back soon.
I know you miss her so much but i can bet she remembers you, as always.

Love is strange thing, sometime you just can't live with it, but most of the time, you just can't live without it.

'till then,. . .Can't wait to see you both together again.